teman tapi mesra

all gone ... is it because of my ego or wat? damn!
where are all da ppl tat i used to love n care?
they're all gone
gone wit the wind...
leave me alone

so much to think bout but i can't focus rite now.. dis matter keep bugging me
i know i have to forget all the sadness
all da craps!!

watever i do he will never come back to me
never ever

why i keep thinking bout him
da man tat have found new girl
da man tat never love me
.n.e.v.e.r.

a brand new vision

now i got new room.. hmmm wit new rumets. coming here wit new vision wit same mission hoho grad!!! when will i grad? dis sem or next sem? wawawa ... cannot think bout it actually but i'll try my best to grad dis sem hehehe ;p

uitm in 2007 hmmm~ wat to comment ek? rapid KL in campus, e cafe system, wat else? 50cent fare for bus mini ooo ya! no money yet! cannot shopping lorr... no tv at all.

2007

apa azam?
apa cita-cita?
wat is ur plan?

huh ... lots!

my new azam hmm~ have fun and enjoy ma life to max. be a good muslim.

there is a moment when i give up, really give up on ma studies. just wanna quit but i know if i do dat, ma father will kapak me 18 bahagian. i dunno why i feel dis way,maybe because i not very like this course, dis is not me but wat can i do. i cannot just stop here,it's already three years so i must complete my journey whether i like it or not... :(

previously in 2006, ma life full will moments tat i'll never forget especially on relationship. ma relationship to others, ma frens and families. and of course ma relationship with guys.
how i learn to cry ermm this year i cry a lot! arghh cannot describe it wit words but i do learn sumting here.

be yourself,appreciate yourself and love yourself.

ramadhan

kali ni teringat mcm2 ... ada macam2 yg jadi kali nih dan akan ada lagi macam2 hal yg bakal berlaku ... tp hidup ni perlukan macam2 perkara untuk kita nikmati

macam2 jadi,macam2 benda aku jd semacam ...

macam apa?





macam chi.....!

forces by nature ..

lots of thing happen in ma life rite now ... making me just wanna rest in peace hmm~ i really dun understand muhself anymore.. why i keep making mistake yess ppl said making mistake then learn frm da mistake but me? huh kinda crazzzy hikss so sakit hati .. but life witout prob lagik boring rite ... takder pressure pung tak best gak ...

lots of werk lots of probs... keep bugging hate so much. now lonely.alone n sepi.

hate.
benci.
diri.
sendiri.
tambah benci.
a guy name a---.

he really mr red devil.
agaknyer mmg tataw jaga ati org / it is only me yg dia mmg tak nak jaga ati langsung?

actually wanna comment bout one in a million result but no mud.

weird

dohh... too much work! really no tym nak updet hmm if c/k manage to get da wireless signal then leh arr updet slalu huhu~last friday is my best day!da best eva hihi kinda jatuh hati lg skali at him sooo cute wit his new haircut just like da way i love :p cooomey!but yg sedey i forgot to snap his pic tataw persal leh lupa mayb dat morning kinda blur huhu~ tonite i'll beg him send me his pic for collection hihi~

last saturday shopping skit kat JJ leh arr nak puehkan ati :p since aku pun tataw nak bli per sbenarnya duit pun nak kene jimat gakss uikss dis friday PC Fair rite hehe cam nak new mp3 jer! ma fren said waste jer bli mp3 better bli mp4 hmm yerker?dun think so cos aku bukan minat view pics lagipun just use ble nak titun so kalau aku bli mp4 lagilaa bazir :)

dis wed nak present pektikel repot but pdah told me tat myb cancel or postpone to next week hikss mmg arr mid term da postpone ke 4/9 tp lagi lambat lg laa malas nak wat huhu~perpung kene setel gak by tomorrow opss tonite ada meeting wit pengetua :( baru nak tengok REMP-it

*mr.Ceepy Head!!! windu arr kat awk ....

is it anyway...

no idea... bak kata dis macho guy no idea hihi hmm~mood study still tak sampai lagi but i know dis sem mest serius da tamo men2 lagik! :p

last friday aku g bilik kak ayus actually tak plan pun as zura tak dpt balik kg so aku pun kuar ngan dia hmmm~ lepak kat DC fuhhh sedap tomyam dia berbaloi RM3 hehe then nak balik punyalah malas so g arr bilik kak ayus mana tau ada special occassion :p aiyrakk ada cd superman balik so aku pun parking n watch tat movie
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tak dpt tengok ending cos da cd stuck! aiyorkk mmg laa cetak rompak but jgn laa begituh skali! anti climax tau :(

saturday plak aku spend 2 hours lepak kat bus stop hehehe tengok gelagat org esp dak2 baru huhu sooooo cute!!!!!!! salah bas ... miss buss then they wat muka mcm there is no more bus behing :p da bes bler tengok diorg melintas huhu sooo cute+fun hey aku tak maksud make fun but mmg best tgok diorg ( remind me tym mula2 kat cni dulu)
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one cute guy nih soo kelam kabut cos dia tunggu bas dr kul 6.45 tp bus tarak sampai bout kul 7.40 dia tanya kitaorg

"mmg da takder bus ker?"

"bus mmg takder"

"abis tuh nak masuk dlm kena jln kaki ker?"

"bus takder dr kul 7.00 sampai 8.00"

"oooo... tak tau la plak. tunggu bas gak ker?"

"naper tak tanya? taklaa mmg saja dok sini tengok org"

he just smiling ... hehe yes kitaorg dok situ almost 2 1/2 hours then g makan... crazy but fun!


ooooooooooooooooooooo ya! he's back ... on 13th july 2006 hehe cukup2 sbulan he answered my call n everything back to normal erkk normal ker? not so i guess ...