senyum .... senyum

pg td ujan lebat (best tido!)... ptg td aku ingat nak amik laptop since aku nak balik isnin nih but the tokei kata technician dia takder so mayb next week hmm~ then aku kena balik laa dis weekend hehe aku ingat nak bli headset laa but speaker yg aku survey td cute gak well...nak bli dua-dua aiyahh no money lorr~ speaker kat umah ni pun da rosak... mouse nih pun da mati hik hik duit lagi!td adalaa bli barang skit ntah laa cam takder mood nak shopping ( bole gituh?!!) so aku bli suar trek n ubat only :p

encik wa* mo** a***! --- saya rindu bangat sama kamu sob* sob* da 2 ari aku x online cause nnt aku mest browse his page (takmo tambah luka) hmm~ all dis happen sbb dia laa gurau tak kena tym n aku pun cam ngotss leh fire dragon kat dia. well u know kan pooojaan hati ko nih ego langit ke-7 lg nak tambah2 serbuk cili ( terlajak sms ... bukan boleh redo isk isk) dunno ble leh stabil balik ..... starting on 13 jun 2006 and still counting :(

AKU TAK BIASA

mungkin diriku harus begini

selamanya ... darimu

atau ku harus mengakhiri cinta ini

kepadamu

kini cintaku telah kau bagi

tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

aku tak biasa

bila tak memeluk dirimu

aku tak biasa

bila ku tak mendengar suaramu

aku tak biasa

bila tiada kau disisiku

aku tak biasa

bila kutidur tanpa belaianmu

aku tak biasa...

kucoba untuk terus berpaling dari hatimu

namun tak bisa

bayangan itu terus mengganggu dalam tidurku

kumenangis

kini cintaku telah kau bagi

tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

yes ... aku tak biasa ngan sumer nih and i hate dis feeling ... i dunno his khabar rite now ... just hope dia ok,sehat n erkk still alive! really hope can terserempak him anywhere i go (hope sgt!!)

+ miss his cumells voice tym bangun tido (call him in da morn-- make him pissed off)

+ miss his mms pic yg cam burukss sgt (snap pas mandi or tido)

+ miss his 'tata' sms (alasan to sleep)

+ miss his 'tym org ngah drive ni laa dia nak call' (hehe...)

+ miss his bebel bout his mom,money,college ... etc include boo (his car)

+ miss everything bout him!!! (sob* sob*)

aiyarkk .. too much? hmm i know i must stop from all dis buruk perangai hehe ok be strong and doa he will be back :D soo ... tata